Wat shud i do this tyme ? why is his memories still mingling in my mind ? Why is there no getting over hym ? why does my heart still urges for his love ? is this retribution ? did i deserve this treatment for hurting uncle tom cruely ? uncle tom die of heart attack , n these past few days i ve been feeling sorry for myself looking at his picture & crying . . Haish , its too late to regret now . . he's gone out of my lyfe forever , he will nvr cum back even if tears of blood are shed . . i insult him till i cant think of any more words to say , i make hym cry . . I make him suffer , i m sorry uncle tom , i didnt meant to hurt eu , now eu re gone and i realised how much sacrifes eu make for me . . i really miss eu , who is going to lend me a shoulder to cry on now ? May eu rest in peace uncle tom , god loves eu more . .
My prettyboy left me all alone , he left without goodbye . Haish ,its painful . . But the fact is still the fact . . i must face the reality ,he hurt me enough ! He hurt me silently , he use my past as a weapon against me . . slowly he gathers everything n when the ryte time comes , he blew it off . .
And it hurts soo deeply , he make me stands above all & at the end of the day , he brings me crashing to the ground . . I m soo hurt , deeply . . i wish i could turn back the time . . but i couldnt , my effort & sacrifes when down the drain . . My lurve was unappriciate . . And those
'i love u ' , words u say , u didnt mean it ! those were all bullshit ! i will always remember my dearest prettyboy ! i use all those insults u lay upon me , and make myself stronger ! One day u will regret ! I promise this !
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